Author: kai
birds on the roof are getting bigger.
repeat: there’s nothing to be afraid of, they’re just tiny dinosaurs.
Depressed industrial-goth rabbit burrowing into gravel because what is the point. Metres away in the lush grass, his peers are indifferent to this symbolic act of futile rebellion.
figure drawing on scrap paper
May 2014
i miss my stupid dead kitten.
pencil & watercolour on scrap paper
sketches. graphite & white pencil on blue sugar paper. (approx 6×6 inches)
Window painting – details, lit by torchlight.When it gets dark, only the silver parts are visible: the sea and snow.
Details.
Black & silver outliner paint on glass. Difficult to photograph in colour, I’m afraid.
It’s roughly based on this Chinese painted scroll, but I turned it into a snowstorm and replaced the little elderly philosopher with a woman vaguely inspired by this woodblock, …I feel a little uneasy about mixing them but this is my goddamn bathroom window and I don’t want that dude watching me shower. In my head the woman is a scholar-poet composing flattering verse about my fish-belly skin when she’s not busy watching the storm and pondering her strange world of boiling seas and mangled perspective.
I think I’ve finally finished the window.
I don’t consider myself arachnophobic, I am generally quite well-disposed towards spiders. I like ‘em, I think they’re cool. But at the risk of laying myself open to accusations of irrational prejudice, I really would prefer not to find this NIGHTMARE HELLBEAST in my MOTHERFUCKING BEDROOM.
Aside from the fact that it is so huge I can hear it breathing and its legs extend mercilessly into the infinite like the arms of Death itself, its presence is upsetting because it prompts the question: what the fuck does it eat?
At this point I am actually hoping I find a gigantic cobweb dense as fog and littered with fox bones and osprey feathers, because otherwise that means this thing was just biding its time.






















