I am trying to make myself like this city better by getting to know its nooks and crannies. 

To be honest, it feels kinda like trying to convince yourself you’re in love with some girl when you watch her changing her clothes too near her bedroom window. 

Pencil sketches jazzed up in Photoshop. 

Disconnect.

This one is about feeling detached from the world, like you’re not quite real. (Oil on cotton, 55.5" x 35.5") 

I should probably stop painting on horrible old bedsheets. But I like the texture. This one is already falling apart. My comfort is that in these uncertain times, it would be naive, even hubristic to aim for longevity.