it’s getting cold and dark and quiet and I’m not okay, I’m not okay with this. so I guess I’m looking at holes and crevices and wells, searching for a place I can creep inside and just sleep away the winter. 

when i die just tip my body into the tank, leave it resting on the sandy floor as part of the exhibit, let the kids push their clammy noses up the glass and watch the crabs picking over my carcass, watch the eels worry the flesh from my bones, i’m so happy here, i’m so happy